Can’t sleep until 4ish now :( Boo. I’ll start & finish my final project tomorrow morning lol.
1.5 more pages to go! I can make my counter-argument and conclusion very long. Pathos is my strength.
I am persuasive.
I am not persuasive.
Right now, I am persuasive.
Because I got you to read this.
Now, back to my persuasive essay.
Boo.
I’m done with CSUF, and I’m moving on to PCC. Come Fall 2k12, I plan on being a part time student and a full time worker. It’s time to take things slow until I can figure out exactly what I’m doing..
I’m actually pretty mad at myself for missing school today.
There’s only so much I can research about designer babies until my English paper becomes a Biology paper!!! -_-
ALRIGHTY THEN! That gives me every excuse to half-ass this shit and bs, bs, bs!
$10 for Liz each time I don’t go to school with her. There, it’s in writing.
Note to future college attendees: DORM/LIVE ON CAMPUS!!! There’s a smaller percentage that you will ditch your classes. Went to UCLA for the first time today, and shit’s a lot different than CSUF, in a GOOD way. I know for a fact that if I went to UCLA and lived on campus, I would actually get my ass to class -_-
Why me why me why me why me :’( Go away I hate feeling like this..
just makes my stomach churn now..
I honestly am so lost, and I wish I could just take a peek into my future to see what choices I made about college.
I want to cry.
I am soo antisocial!
- Formals dress
- Tattoo
- Lip piercing(s)
- Gifts
It’s either their way or the high way. I can’t even begin to explain myself without expecting an argument in a matter of seconds.
Hence why I couldn’t explain to them my reasons for wanting to transfer from CSUF to PCC. Hence why they started raising their voices at me. Hence why I didn’t bother trying anymore.
I guess what I learned from this is that education is really important to them. But what I also took out of this is that my life isn’t about what matters to them, as opposed to what I want and what’s important to me.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I used to be so set on doing what makes me happy, because it’s my life, as selfish as that sounds. Now, I’m stuck between doing what makes my parents proud and doing what I believe in. I’m just so confused that I can’t express what’s truly on my mind because everything will just sound like gibberish.

